Love matters

and also this one is over...

i was waiting for this moment, really!

i knew it was about to come. but i'd never thought it would come like this. like a fist straight in your face. like a TGV in the middle of the french countryside. like a Hummer which doesn't stop at a red signal.

like this. without any guard on. without the possibility to make any move. without any warning bell and with no time to pull the security handle.

no security exits allowed.

actually no kindness allowed.

no reasons and explainations and/or excuses.

strange...

last week i said on the phone: "i don't give a fuck about love. love is nothing. love is shit. i don't want love, i want respect. love doesn't matter without respect."

now i'm thinking that probably love matters, no matter what.

and also i'm thinking: does Dr. Marini carry bad luck?